AFTER AND FOREVER

really sick when i see wall him to her , yes he already found girlfriend
i never regret my self to be hypocrite like now
said " it's not influential for me, sure !"
but in my deepest heart, so crush inside !
huh, maybe its consequence when i accept him to be my boy , LAST :(
i try , try hard to forget all memories with him, but i failed
each i see my contact with name "BANGSAT", named you suddenly entered to my mind
god, help me please
so tortured